Saturday, January 7, 2012

The danger of having nothing to do

When I have nothing to do

I feel like doing smth bad.
which can be very troublesome for ppl who know me.
I will annoy everyone I see
online and offline
I feel like bashing ppl
or else gossiping
WHICH IS WHAT IM NOT SUPPOSED TO DO
then I will say things to ppl without thinking
I do things completely out of impulse, ego and superiority
The complete opposite of docile, humble and rational.
I guess in a way that makes me miserable for a while.
Only God knows how boredom and frustration of staying at home can kill me as a good person
and turn me into a total bitch that goes around hurting ppl.
What am I if not introvert yet extrovert?
It's kind of good.
Means I can handle one but prefer the other, and can be switched like vice versa.
Flexibility I assume?

Tried to draw but nth good came out of it.
just sketched a girl with rough, messy hair, wearing an armor, laying one hand on her sword and another trying to let go of a chained hand of WHO KNOWS WHO IS IT?!
i sense pretty heavy influence from Saber here...
Dear boredom, whatever u do, do not lure me into slandering @ talking bad about ppl.
FML =="

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